I just realized, i have neglected my xanga and i should take this opportunity to update since i have nothing better to do.

                   MERRY CHRISTMAS
& HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Christmas was awesome.  I got to spend a lot of time with my family.  Got some awesome gifts from my parents, family, and friends.  New Years was awesome since i spend in Manhattan with my whole family.  I finally was able to see my Aunt and Uncle since idk when.  We drove to NJ and went garden state mall and went to the movie theater nearby and saw King Kong.  All i can say it that its such a great movie.  So then after the movie we drove back to my apartment, yes my apartment (long story, dont feel like explaining) and we watched the ball drop.

I hope this will be a great year for me..

Last week, another 17 year old at MTHS had passed away.  He battled cancer for 5 years and his body couldnt take it anymore but his spirit will always with stand anything.  He never used his illness as an excuse.

Antonio C.  RIP  12/14
~your flying with the angels..

I am so fucking upset right now.  Yesterday i got my class rank and i was lower than i expected to be.. i almost cried in bombelli's office.  My psat score sucks and my younger brother has a higher score than me.. i feel like such a dumbass and such a failure in life.  I seriously have to get extremely good grades to pull up my gpa and study my ass off for the sats cause if i dont, i wont be able to get into pratt.  I want to prove my dad that i can succeed at life and he is wrong.

Why is this happening to me?  I know i can do better.. and i will.  I wish i can turn back time and work my ass off in the beginning.

Thursday, i might have pulled my calf while running the 2 mile warm up from tripping over a twig or stick.  Actually, i am not sure what i did, but it was pretty painful after running 3 200's.  So i told Coach Heff and she sent me to Hayburns.  Idk why, but that guy scares me.  Today, my calf felt so much better from stretching and icing until i jumped over a big pile of snow in the mall's park lot.  To sum it up, i think i just made it worst.  Well, the good thing was i didnt have school on Friday, woot, snow day.  =D  Cause i would have been slightly limping around the school.

Around 2ish, i went to the mall with my brother and got some clothing at Pac Sun and Express.  It was fun, i guess.  Actually, shopping with my brother is not exactly fun.  He would only go with me to Pac Sun cause thats the only store he shops at.  So yeah, it was so crowded.  I think i left around 6 cause my dad wanted to go Shop Rite and that is when i jumped over a big pile of snow and made the excruciating pain reappear.  >.<

Ahh.. what do i do?  My dad says i can go to the mall only one more time cause he doesnt want me buying things for myself around Christmas time.  Nooooooooo.  Mwhahahaha, my plan is a success.. im going next weekend with my mom.  XD!!

http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

-Haha, everytime i try to run, i pull my calf.

Something just hit me this morning.. Christmas will be here in about 18 days!!  I have to go holiday shopping soon.  I have so many gifts to get.  XD!!

Friday, i went over Em's house and we chilled.  First we tried to put outfits together that we would wear someday.  That was fun.  Afterwards, we went downstairs and we started to get really hyper.  So then, we decided to IM people.  We had a very interesting convo with Kelso.  Haha.. hope Ketchup never finds out.  Then i IMed Chocolate and it was great.. wish you were there Mel. 

Yesterday, i went to my portfolio art class with Em after track practice.  (Tempo runs are killers..)  By the way, EM IS MVP FOR XC!! So, yesterday was my 2nd to last portfolio art class at the Monclair Art Museum and we have another naked model that came in for us.  Who wants to see my work (the model was a naked old man)?

Justin to Em: *Em is stroking her cooking while waiting on the snack like with me* STOP MOLESTING YOUR COOKIES.

Em, haha.. 'Janet is at my crib'.